See you again/ California, Estonia, UK

Well hello friends,


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From home to Europe. My shiny lovely lioness sending me to way :) 

How I cannot smile when I have amazing friends around. 

I am safe and sound back in London. I landed this cold and freshly freezy country 13th of November. Felt little like back in time, altho 3 amazing months have passed in speed of sound.
But before when I tell you how is it to be back the metropolitan of Europe I will stop and write down little adventure description towards SFO to TLN. So, first two flights were pretty smooth, SFO to Kennedy was fine, no problems and delays. Kennedy to Schipol/ Amsterdam was fast, as we had strong back wind and landed 5:50am. Then things got interesting. My airline was shut down, bankrupt. Unfortunately my flight was booked under other company and connecting flight wasn't bought from directly Estonian air any other local dealer. So, I couldn't fly to back Estonia this Sunday, I had 24 h layover in Amsterdam.I didn't received no information. I had my 5 tears, swiped them off 3 min after and started to find a solution. First - where is my luggage? after running 3 different locations I got it. Success. Next hotel. Booked a expensive hotel near airport, I just denied thought that I'm gonna spend 24h with my huge luggages and jet lagged in airport. And over the all, to be honest I enjoyed that day only for myself. Took way too long warm shower, ate too much junk food and slept and watched shows random times all day long. I was too relaxed to go lively to downtown....and it was cold and rainy.

Little memory with half sign of Amsterdam 

...and 9am waiting my flight back to Estonia 

I was landing in Tallinn mid Monday and drive directly back to my little Parnu and had my flight back to London Friday morning, so lots of catch up sleeping these days.

While I travel,

I make sure I have all my sweet memories and little lucky pieces with me

Bye Estonia 

So now in London...
California is always my home and I miss it as insane already. I made agreement and peace with me, I promised myself to enjoy my time over London, get myself ready to go back home when time is right. Educate myself here and there, create new connections, smile and laugh.
Week have passed and I feel that things are getting may be little bit more settled. It's Monday afternoon and I'm writing this little update in cute cafe in south east London place called Crystal Palace sipping peppermint tea with honey. Its 9 degrees outside. What really giving me back my motivation and power is sport. Have always been and today morning was this glorious day when I went to run :)

 So that party is started 

with my dear dear friend and running buddy Isca

I dont say that it was super easy to come back. But I do say that it is easier to come back when you know you have your work waiting and friends welcoming you back "Felt like that you never left" means so much for me. Of course I am changed, so do everyone else and thats beautiful part of life. You can always look at the bright side of life, the cup is rather half full than half empty. 

So here I am and I know that good changes and improvements are on the way. You do not have to even guess, I have my troubles and problems over here but I see it as a way of again - growing and learning, getting experience of life. 

I am hugely happy and thankful for my friends over here who have been helping me already tons of being there with my struggles and finding my place. Aitah. 

Success in life come, when you refuse to give up. 

Bye bye Sweeties, hear soon 

Love, 

Silja

Highlighted gift

Hey my sweet friends,



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVg2EJvvlF8

Imagine there's no heaven

It's easy if you try

No hell below us

Above us only sky

Imagine all the people living for today

Imagine there's no countries

It isn't hard to do

Nothing to kill or die for

And no religion too

Imagine all the people living life in peace, you

You may say I'm a dreamer

But I'm not the only one

I hope some day you'll join us

And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions

I wonder if you can

No need for greed or hunger

A brotherhood of man

Imagine all the people sharing all the world, you

You may say I'm a dreamer

But I'm not the only one

I hope some day you'll join us

And the world will be as one

I wanna today wrote a little thank you note to my friends. Friends who I have in here in California, home. Must been done something right in life, that I am blessed with such a reliable friends over here. Not kidding to saying that you my dear friends are my source of power and inspiration. Each one of you have gave me so much belief into myself. You have been opening my mind who I should consider to become in my career, opened totally new point of that side what I have been never think about it. Not even dreaming about it. Your all kind words, such as supporting me any kind of field in life, doesn't matter either it is a work, personal life, travels, car problems, everyday happenings and feelings, making decisions, clearing my mind and focus on important - always see a positive side, always seek good thoughts and always learn. You are all leading my path and I wish that you will have even a little hint, how much you are giving me every single day. I appreciate it to the moon and back, your kindness to open your lives and homes for me. Treasure it is! 

You know my story, I know I can share that with you because I care and you care. I love to listen your stories, I love how you all are so welcome to help, to give advice, to give me a hug just in a right time when I need it so much, give a good word, introduce me to your close friends, searching the opportunities which can open a door for me. I love love love to being part of your life, that you all trust me and I trust you. I want that you know that I am always there, even if once in a while I am little farther than 20 min to drive. Distance haven't separate us, so I strongly doubt that it can do it in the future. 

I have gone thru with most of you, the hardest times in my life and you are still taking me as I am. You have seen me being emotionally down, being confused and sad, having days which haven't been that great or bright, you have seen my weakness and this my loveable friends is something, that I am unable to describe. Feeling inside me, when literally my heart is hurting from having so much love and happiness inside me towards to you, is  lightly indescribable I have grown together with you and I am sure that you have done the same. Each one of you have brought out of me my best sides, because I wanna be from bottom of my heart that good friend, who is always there in good, in bad, in troubles, in jokes, in wind, in rain, in rainbow, in sun, behind the wine glass. We have thought each other how precious is life, how important is a moment, right that moment now, when we changing the smiles. 

Friends geniality is something that strong, you can only earn it by making real actions. You all are the reason why I found my home here in California. My Friends, you, are my source of power who are making my dreams come true. If you can dream it you can make it. Dreaming about been surrounded with wonderful people is now reality. I know and believe that all the other great dreams will fulfill through that. 

I absolutely go crazy happy because I see, that we are reflecting with each of you in very different sides. It is a dream come true. It is a beautiful everyday reality imagination <3. 

So many good reasons to smile :) 

Love you, 

Silja